8.20.2009

Too Big List

So much is going on right now; the stress level is really high. I have to take the GRE on Sunday for professional school that I may or may not end up attending, and I've had no time to study for it. Our oldest is having a horrific time going to bed in the evening so it has become a 1-2 hour ordeal every night that leaves me with no energy to sit down in front of a book. I've been looking for a job for the last couple months to no avail. A couple options are in the works, but I've heard nothing definitive from either of them. Then, if I get one of these jobs there is the stress of finding the right care provider for our girls. I'm struggling to get through this time, but I know we will make it. I feel like I've put us in a hole with no rope to climb out; it's going to take a lot of energy to get where we want to be.

I just needed a moment to vent and maybe shed a tear or two. Sorry, thanks.

3 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you're having a rough time, but thanks for being honest. I love that about your blog. And... hang in there! Times like this seem endless, but they're not. Kids get older, care providers afall into place, and jobs (eventually) happen. What's the grad school you might persue?

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  2. Thanks, k-ron, just had to get it off my chest. I'm thinking about going back to finish my doctorate in physical therapy and maybe even pursue a PhD in biomechanics, UNLESS I happen to find a job I really enjoy before then. Jobs are slim-pickins right now, though. Everyone that has a job should just feel lucky to have one. Hope your school year is starting out well!

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  3. By the way, if you ever get an inkling to start a cute, crafty, bella fabric, boutique, LMK. It's on my to-do/wish list. :)

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